this is the song that doesn't end..

foreal,

i miss you.

back to normal.

Ok, had somewhat of a breakdown. but I'm back.
Time to man the fuck up.

I got this, because You got me.

MY time will come soon, i hope/pray.

"The Lord isn't really being slow about His promise, as some people think. No, He is being patient for your sake…" (2 Peter 3:9)

reality strikes again.

As much as I say I need to do this, or I need to do that. For some reason I did a 'year in review', and Good Lord. For the first time in a long while, I can say that I'm blessed in ways I never realized that I was. (did that make sense?) I've made some changes in the past year, although they were small, they have made such an impact on me today. For once, this blog is quite the content one. No more complaining. I just need to realize that I've been truly blessed by Him.

I love You. Thank You for everything.

it's not called suffering just because..

I have no idea why this "bump" in the road is taking this much of a toll on me. Mentally and spiritually it's testing me. But I just need to have faith in Him and in myself. Both of which are easier said than done, but I'm praying and that's all that really matters.

"When He has tried me, I shall come forth as gold." Job 23:10

I'm golden already.

minor changes.

small changes usually lead to big things, right? sometimes? well i hope it does that this time around.

i went all day without a cigarette. IM PRETTY DAMN PROUD OF MYSELF RIGHT NOW.

it's time.

it's time to grow the fuck up. I gotta stop being wah wah. I've got to stop saying i'm going to do this, this, and this.. and actually DO it. But first --

stop being lazy! stop being lazy! stop being lazy! stop being lazy! stop being lazy! stop being lazy!

I think I'm going to start sticking up post-its all over the place. My first post it will be : "stop being lazy." But I need post-its first. Time to take some from work.